I feel like I am hovering, drifting away.
"No..nononono....no stay with me!"

What's that noise ?

"......noooo..nono...'damnit...Help! We need help! please......"

Is it raining ? Where am I ?
"..breathe!! For goodness sake, breathe !!!"

Ok, ok! Stop pushing me. I am breathing! Am I?



"Please, please do me a favor and don't be dead!"


I tried to open my eyes as I heard her. But I just could hear her voice, softly screaming for help. "Please, don't be dead! You cannot leave like this !" Why can't I ? I feel like I am drowning in her tears, but she keeps pulling me back to the next deeper breath. It has been so quiet, so peaceful until I heard her voice. I liked it, but I can't get it out of my head. Please, stop that, it's enough.

I dunno when, but I must have opened my eyes,
I can see the stars now, hear her crying.
Why is this happening to me ?
I tried to tell her that everything will be alright,
but she started screaming in a high painful tone.
The taste of copper. Am I bleeding ? I cannot leave like this.
Dunno who told me that, but I know i cannot leave.
So I'll stay, guarded by her screams.





*knock knock*

"Who are you ?"
*knock, knock*
"As if anyone of you would know me!"



Are you not tired of googling yourself every day?

*knock knock*



... I am not beastly ...


... I am reality ...
... ugly reality ...


Here comes the summersun
… it burns my skin…

I woke up to it this morning, woke up to the morning sun turning me into wax. Sweaty, puffy, bloated by the heat like a drowned body. At least that's how I felt while staring at the window, that was responsible for my condition. I don't even know why I left the curtains open.


Who has a problem, is in need for a solution.

Have you ever tried to combine a panoramic window with a tin of spray


Black, red and blue .... in some spots it seems to be violet.

Its darker than before. But I think now I can stand the morning sun.

Swap sunbeams to spray cans.


Perfection is just a word

please give me raindrops

to burn it into your skin.